Oh life.

Life ceases to amaze me, whether good or bad. I am only 23 and I feel like I've experienced so much but have so much more.  Life is short but life is long at the same time. Things really changed after I graduated college and once in my life I didn't know what the next step was, where I should go.  I am still looking and searching and pondering.  What is it exactly that is coming next?

We as humans always want to know the future, to know exactly where we're going, what we're doing, how everything is going to pan out.  Unfortunately, this can't happen.  But is it unfortunate? I am one of those people that always wants to have a plan and really know what to expect.  That's why sometimes I get so frustrated at life, because I don't know.

Part of me tells me I need to constantly be looking for what's to come and prepare myself for it.  The other part of me tells me that God has it all under control and I should not worry.  But here's the thing, I think both are true and that God does want me to prepare myself but also not to worry.  It's hard finding a place in between. I know my ultimate goals in life, I just don't know how I will get there. But, that's ok for now.

I'm trying to focus on just getting to the next step in life right now. Enjoy what life is in the here-and-now but also look to the future. Right now I am trying to start the job search.  I need something that is related to my field so I can continue to grow and move on.  I'm looking in the northern Kentucky area, so if you hear of something, please let me know! I love art, museums, and Spanish.  Can I combine them to create the perfect career, please? For now, I will keep my eyes open and I know God will show me exactly what it is when He wants me to know.