Today was my last day at work. It was quite bittersweet. I absolutely love the people I worked with. Today I was surprised with cookies, balloons, and even a cake with a Chilean flag on it! It is such a rewarding feeling to know that people care about me like that. I can't say I will miss the job itself, but I will truly miss the people. However, I will definitely be back to visit.
As I left work today, I had an overwhelming mix of emotions. I was extremely excited because leaving means I am starting a new page in my life. But also sad to leave people I have spent a lot of time with for the past year. I am scared too, because I don't really know what the future holds after my trip to Chile. But, for right now that is what I am trying to focus on. I have been blessed to be able to travel there for a month and finally get to see Claudio. I don't think I have ever been so excited!
Although I don't know yet what I will be doing when I get back, I know that for now I have done what I can. I have applied for jobs and am waiting to hear back. I am so ready to do something new, something where I can serve others in some way. A job where I can come home and really feel like I have made some sort of difference in the world.
Through this uncertainty, there is one thing I can cling to. That is God's promise to me. Some might choose to not believe His promises, but I have faith that He will always provide for me. I do not know right now what it is He wants me to do, but that will be revealed in due time. I have to just trust Him in His timing and will in my life. I have had somewhat of a peace about this whole period in my life, until I start thinking too much. So, for now I will just wait and do what I can to be proactive. Instead of being scared and worried about the future, I will try to be excited for what God has in store for me because I feel it is something good.
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